undream the dream

How do i crush a dream........
how do i pull them together
put them in a box and throw them away....
i feel like something is crying inside me

How do i teach you to paint
when you dont have fingers
All those sings have lost their lyrics
Now its just music with no life

How do i dig up the strength
to smile and say its ok
How will i teach myself
to not want or desire

No flowers
No notes
No nothings
No hope
And i feel like someone is dying inside me

alone in a crowd

tears streaming down my face
hazy pics running in front of me
i am thinking of u
and what hurts is u r not

i wanted the other part of me
to feel complete
but u take away from me
and now i am broken

and here i am
alone in a crowd
all i have are questions
i was hoping u would be the answer

and now i am an unfinished painting
the incomplete verse
the ellipsis.....
so much said and so so much more unsaid

will you ever understand