how do i write a title for this...

how do i stop myself from hurting
how do i not wonder
is this meant to be
is this how its going to be
can i ever feel anything ... ever feel complete
will i ever get the love that i need
will i ever love
maybe i am just hollow inside
maybe this is all i will ever feel
alone and trapped within me
confused and lost
am just walking along
hoping that i meet my destination
knowing that only the cliff end is there..

How do i tell me...

Once upon a time...
my pen spoke for others
their sorrows, fears and joy...
i shared them and felt them...
and now here i am
a blank page
swirling colours within
struggling to come out
i close my eyes
and wonder why
where their were straight lines
now just questions
cant even tell my story
dont even know the script
the show is on
the lines are spoken
but there is no logic
and here i am standing on the stage
looking at me
how do i stop my self
i can see me smile laugh and dream
how do i tell me not to dream
for i am born from their shattered remains
how do i tell me....