Not fair.

For all those who felt at some point or other that life is not fair
birth
say one thing
do another
unrequitted love
false promises
friends left behind
unfulfilled wishes
crushed dreams
put on the market
out for sale
broken pen
silent anklets
silent screams
uncried tears
a wanting so badly
a haunting snap
cant forget our times
a full stop.
life is not fair

not again.....

Sitting in a corner
Scared afraid and pained
I stand and walk but
The darkness is with me
my friends find light
I smile hollow inside
I cant cant cant
Trust again, hurt again
Love again
I smile from the outside
But touch me not
Scarred for life
By love
Don’t come close
Don’t want to lose myself again
Trust again, hurt again
Love again
You left me nothing
But took so much of me
My laughter
My light
And now I wear the darkness
Around my heart
U turned my trust to hurt
And now I cant love again

whatever

i was on an island
sitting on a lie
sleeping in an illusion
never knowing why
and then one sentence
is all it took to wake me up
shake me by the shoulder
slap on my face
broke my trust my faith
thought it was me
but then ripples broke the dream
the road has split into two
and now i am all alone
do i still know you
i smile and talk
and all i can think is "whatever"!