The Pen Versus the Sword

My Heart Versus My Mind...My feelings Versus Logic...My Dreams versus Reality...I bleed and breathe through my words for catharsis of the soul...

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Away from you.....

Standing on the road
heavens are crying
step by step i take
cant see the way
but i know it's away from you.
How could you,
trusted you, loved you
only to be broken.
Met you when I needed you the most
I see the smile, the slight bend,
the laughter of amusement
you called me naive, called me a child,
but made me feel like a woman
a friendship which blinded me
you took me away,
a carpet beneath my feet.
a fever, happy times.
now what seems like eons later
laughter in the air
we took a drive
only to hear of your betrayal
shock and pain
numbness and acid
hollowness inside
i run out smash the door
wishing i was far away.
i can hear you calling out
shut my eyes shut my ears
but can't shut my heart
i can hear a crash
i laugh and cry
Standing on the road
heavens are crying
step by step i take
cant see the way
but i know it's away from you.

Thursday, August 17, 2006

waiting....

waiting for your call
sitting near the phone
why dont you say it
why dont u feel
cant u see
one touch a whisper
is all i need
say it what i want to hear
i have been her all my life
why cant you see me
dont walk past me
i am right here
u laugh and joke
and my heart cringes
wanting so much
desire speaks tears flow
and i am still alone
i want to be the one
want u just for a night
and let the night be the rest of our lives...